i make u feel so el presidente

And I’m crazy, but you like it...‘Cause the kinda girl like me....Is never far from the market


And I’m crazy, but you like it (loca, loca, loca)
You like that it ain’t easy (loca, loca, loca)
I’m crazy but you like it (loca, loca, loca)
Crazy but you like it (Dios Mío)

just fxcking miss u...

...and i dont even know u.... just halfway meet u.. but cant get u out of me mind.. loca loca..

come to far ...

...to get u out of my mind..

ibland så bara blir det så. ngn dyker upp och saker förändras utan att man egentligen blev speciellt medveten om det från början. men när man ser tillbaka så är det så tydligt.. det där spåret i den fuktiga sanden som tillkom.. det spåret som blev avgörande i slutänden.

can't give up on us now..
would be easier i know..
you put me through it all..
pushed me hard against the wall....
don't let me go..
dont just stop believing.

maybe u think i'm thinking of some other guy..
but i know ..
u know how to treat me right..
that's why i wanna call u in the middle of the night...
when it gets urgent.

i should have known....

......heal me one last time...


If I had my way
If I had to lose
Wouldn't take back one thing
Never had much to choose

Then it dawned on me
Coming down on you
Like a cold sky raining under a burning moon

Waiting all your life your wish is coming true
Bless your heart for beating me right out of you

Miss the misery
Need a reason for a change
Need a reason to explain
So turn it on again

Don't change your mind
Your wasting light
Getting this?

What a nice long leash, what a nice tight noose
Never worked for me but sure would look good on you
Been waiting all your life your wish is coming true
Bless your heart for beating me right out of you

Miss the misery need a reason for a change

Don't change our mind
Your wasting light
Getting this?


C'mon and turn it on again

Don't change your mind your wasting light

i become a freak.....

on a leach.. when lithium not visiting anymore..

Something takes a part of me
Something lost and never seen
Everytime I start to believe
Something's raped and taken from me...from me
Life's gotta always be messing with me (You wanna see the light)
Can't they chill and let me be free (So do I)
Can't I take away all this pain (You wanna see the light)
I try to every night, all in vain...in vain

Sometimes I cannot take this place
Sometimes it's my life I can't taste
Sometimes I cannot feel my face
You'll never see me fall from grace

Something takes a part of me
You and I were meant to be
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me

Feeling like a freak on a leash (You wanna see the light)
Feeling like I have no release (So do I)
How many times have I felt diseased (You wanna see the light)
Nothing in my life is free...is free

Sometimes I cannot take this place
Sometimes it's my life I can't taste
Sometimes I cannot feel my face
You'll never see me fall from grace




Something takes a part of me
You and I were meant to be
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me

Boom na da noom na na nema
Da boom na da noom na namena
Da boom na ba noom na namena
Da boom na da noom na namena
Da boom na ba noom na namena
Da boom na da noom na namena
Da boom na ba noom na namena
Da boom na da noom na namena
Da boom na ba noom na namena
Da boom na da noom na namena
Da boom na ba noom na namena
Da boom na da noom na namena
Go!
So...fight! something on the...dum na ema
fight...sometimes they fight
So! something on the...dum na ema
fight...somethings they fight
fight! something on the...dum na ema
No...somethings they fight
fight! something on the...dum na ema
buy...somethings they fight
Something takes a part of me
You and I were meant to be
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me
Part of me
Part of me
Part of me

if i was given great wealth i would make myself disappear just like the men of houdinis.

...i'm so lonely and that's ok.. snap my fingers.. i wish it was over.. don't light that candle...it won't show the way hom.. and that's ok.. i just hurt myself today.. i focus on the pain.

.

...smoke on the water...

....and rain in my hair..

trött, ur bana, värk, illamående, feber och allt annat positivt som man kan tänka sig att skiten för med sig. arg, förbannad, frustrerad, besviken och totalt ledsen. kroppen är jvla så svag men anden stark? .. god only knows where this story ends.. but i know where this story begins.. up to us to choose.. to win or lose.. and i choose to win.. to live.. men inte idag..

ms mary j blige.. plz. no more drama.

jag har vingar av guld....

....och ramlar omkull.. jag vill bli full för kärlekens skull.. pain makes me wanna fly away...

but u can say baby .. baby can i hold you tonight..

what's the story....

....morning glory.. .... oh i kill that cat..

återhämtningsfas efter helgen.. SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEG. mental status.. a ok.. trots foglossning i fingerleder, svullna leder och allt annat charmig och förtjusande som ingår i paketet som är moi.. all in divine madness..

stod på alla fötter under hela helgen och söndagen var fullständigt värkigt med ingen möjlighet att bara vara. med folk hela huset kändes det ganska gott ändå att det bara var "familj" ändå. och att det var motogp på tv så jag därigenom hade en orsak att vara bortkopplad lite från verkligheten. (medveten om att jag måste ringa reuma men styrt det framåt)

idag.. seg dag, värkig dag men sinnet är på g.. solen skiner och jag känner att snart är det dags får vårglass. livet återvänder.


some good old john mayer.. that boy sure know hur man spelar på mina strängar..







You better know that in the end
It's better to say too much
Then never to say what you need to say again

Even if your hands are shaking
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closing
Do it with a heart wide open... wide...

Say what you need to say

friday on my mind....

...april fool's day har det hunnit bli. vissa saker är jag fullständigt övertygad om är aprilskämt. skellefteås som går till sm-final, lennart holmlund, priset på bensin, det undertaliga antalet bra restauranger i umeå, avståndet till världen.

status idag:
värk så in i helvete
luftrörskänning
frusen seg kropp
muskelgrupper som värker som inte hörts av på flera plaquenilmånader
skittv
utan sällskap
och enormt sörasjuk.

bra saker idag.
en dag närmare riktig vår och sommar
fredag.. jeeeej
motogp-helg. .bara en sån sak
go lunchen
datorn verka funka
goa människor online och i luren
musik
film
musik
film
sa jag musik.
hunnit kommit i kläder, duschad och fräsh innan trötthet slår till.

överslagsräkning.. i det stora hela en mkt bra dag då det bästa är mer än det värsta.. i fight the pain i fight the pain..

vilket föranleder..

clash.. i fought the law..