måndag 6 september 2010

under ytan..skäms jag för mig själv..

....under ytan bränner bilden mig...


Just like the waves down by the shore
We're gonna keep on coming back for more
'Cause we don't ever wanna stop
Out in this brave new world you seek
O'er the valleys and the peaks
And I can see you on the top


please remember...


please forgive me....

...i dont know what i do.


så fxcking less folk som säger flåt på rutin, som inte fattar vad dom säger och gör kan få för effekt, så jvla less att måsta förklara VARJE FXCKING gång, SÅ JÄVLA LESS....så jävla less..



i wanna stand with you on a mountain..

...wanna lay like this for ever until the sky fall down over me..

några låtar/sånger/album gör fortfarande ont trots att så många år passerat. första tonen.. som klingar i min kropp river i mitt hjärta och grusar botten av min mage.. får min själ att långsamt gråta. det stöd, glädje, tanke och jag tröst jag tidigare fick uteblir och istället infinner sig gråa gestalter, spöken från en tid som var igår, en annan livstid. som jag tänker på, saknar ibland och funderar..if things folded another why.. how different would it be today?



I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful
'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.
Chorus

I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...
Verse 2

And when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish
Send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy
For all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded
By the comfort and protection of..
The highest power.
In lonely hours.
The tears devour you..
I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...
Bridge

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do...





have you ever......brandy

you hear what i say?

the best part of us slowly dies if no one really believes they exist. what remains is just shadows of memories and the cold ashes of trust and beliefs.

hell isnt a pit full of demons
poking your flesh with a stick
its an endless dinnerparty with
all the people you just cant stand
and really hate.